Today i feel sad - for no particular reason -
i just feel sad, sometimes...
i just feel utterly bad, oft times...
just feel inapt to deal with my own feelings...
For i feel that i've let loved ones down -
by the things that i've done, and also not done...
by not being able to tell right, from wrong -
and being steadfast about what i feel is right, or wrong...
I've always been confident that i could tell -
what's right, and what's wrong...
but lately things have turned out to be different -
and i find it hard to go on trusting, and believing...
And when i looked through my window into the night sky -
all i could see was just the night sky:
no moon, no star; no love in my heart, no friend -
like trading the shiny kettle for a black pan...?
like running for the last hour, only to be told:
that one is on the wrong route, far from the end...?
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